Some days I really amuse myself. Other days, not so much. I want to do lots of things. But I never feel like I've done enough.

I want to be creative. I want to have creative energy all the time and the physical energy to carry out my inspirations. I want to write in my paper journal, pages and pages. I want to write stories, snippets, and just random thoughts. I wish I could write here every day! I want to draw with pencils, and draw on the computer, bitmaps and vectors. I want to see color.

I want to read more. I want to read novels and tech books. I want to learn. I want to see other people's view points. I want to envision new things. I want to expand myself.

I want to be more intensely me.